My little big boy is crying Why did I break his big heart But I can't love him without killing him first He roared like a brave lion He screamed like a great gentleman Why is he really a lion So silly and naive, so brave and brave My big boy has grown I broke the chains that held me back from the past Why were they the reason for my breakdown And I got fucked up in a huge way Now I don't know if he just wants to fuck me Or if he wants to be with me for the rest of his life (He wants both) my mind screams I can think about the future later I can forget the others And focus on what's here My little big boy is crying Why did I break his big heart But I can't love him without killing him first He roared like a brave lion He screamed like a great gentleman Why is he really a lion So silly and naive, so brave and brave My big boy has grown I wrote letters to everyone else One I delivered to the cemetery Said he was better and very well I don't know if my blonde will read it, but he can give me a sign Why does my mind still scream that this is a danger (Or it's not) my heart spurts blood I can think about the future later I can forget the others And focus on what's here My little big boy is crying Why did I break his big heart But I can't love him without killing him first He roared like a brave lion He screamed like a great gentleman Why is he really a lion So silly and naive, so brave and brave My big boy has grown Time to get out of this limbo I've gotten myself into Time to forget how I was hurt Time to breathe and face fears Time to roar and become a brave lion Time to roar and become a brave lion