I'm always overthinking Only give in when I'm drinking Almost say it when you hold me But then something in my heart starts closing You told your mom about me You make it all look easy I still haven’t saved your number Swore this time I wouldn’t run but I need you to reassure me that you’ll be With me in the present When happy’s in the past tense What happens when it fades away We’re running out of pretty things to say When it’s easier to go than to stay Will you choose to love me, I'm afraid What happens when we’re face to face The only thing we see is our mistakes When it’s easier to go than to change Will you choose to love me all the same? Don’t want dancing on the surface Cause underneath I'm hurting I’ll push you til I'm undeserving And you decide that I'm not worth it I keep getting defensive Now I'm passive and aggressive Could put my pride aside, but won’t let you see me cry Find it safer to be self destructive I need you to reassure me that you’ll be With me in the present When happy’s in the past tense What happens when it fades away We’re running out of pretty things to say When it’s easier to go than to stay Will you choose to love me, I'm afraid What happens when we’re face to face The only thing we see is our mistakes When it’s easier to go than to change Will you choose to love me all the same? Know I'm too much I'm hard to love But don’t give Don't give this up I'm too much (too much) I'm hard to love (hard to love) But don’t give Don't give this up What happens when it fades away I'm running out of pretty things to say Will you choose to love me? Will you choose to love me all the same?