Yeah What’s your definition of success? I don’t trust the thoughts that come inside my head I don’t trust this thing that beats inside my chest Who I am and who I wanna be cannot connect Why? Don’t think I deserve it you give no respect I just made a couple mill still not impressed Let You Down goes triple platinum Yeah okay okay I guess Smile for a moment then these questions start to fill my head Not again I push away the people that I love the most Why? I don’t want no one to know I’m vulnerable Why? That makes me feel weak and so uncomfortable Why? Stop asking me questions I just wanna feel alive Until I die This isn’t Nate’s flow Just let me rhyme I’m in disguise I’m a busy person person got no time for lies One of a kind They don’t see it I pull out their eyes I’m on the rise I’ve been doin this for most my life With no advice Take my changes I just roll the dice Do what I like As a kid I was afraid of heights Put that aside Now I’m here and they look so surprised Well so am I, whoo They don’t invite me to the parties, but I still arrive Kick down the door and then I go inside Give off that 'I dot not belong here' vibe Then take the keys right off that counter let’s go for a ride Why do y’all look mortified I keep to myself They think I’m sorta shy Organized Let You Down’s the only song you’ve heard of, well, then you’re behind Story time Wish that I could think like Big Sean does but I just can’t decide If I should stick my knife inside of Pennywise I I don’t care what anybody else thinks Lies I do not need nobody to help me Lies I kind of feel guilty cause I’m wealthy Why? I don’t understand this Got me questioning like Why? Just tell me why Not back to this flow Inside I feel divided Back when I ain’t had a dime But had the drive Back before I ever signed I questioned life like 'Who am I, man? ' Whoo Nothing to me’s ever good enough I could be working with 24 hours a day and think I never did enough My life is a movie, but there ain’t no tellin’ What your gonna see in my cinema I wanna be great, but I get in the way of myself And I think about everything that I could never be Why do I do it tho? Hey Why you always lookin’ aggravated? Not a choice, you know I had to make it When they talk about the greatest They goin’ prolly never put us in the conversation Like something, then I gotta take it Write something, then I might erase it I love it then I really hate it What’s the problem Nathan? I don’t know! I know I like to preach to always be yourself But my emotions make me feel like I am someone else Me and pride had made a pact that we don’t need no help Which feels like I’m at war inside myself, but I forgot the shells I hold my issues up for all to see, like show and tell A lot of people know me, but not a lot know me well Hold my issues up for all to see, like show and tell A lot of people know me, but they don’t know me well