All alone in the night Rain is pouring down I can tell when it's not right I'm going down The ghosts from my past come to haunt again I feel it returning Opium fills my head again The rage in my heart tells what’s to come Can you hear it? It's playing The sound of the tragedy announced I close my eyes and all I see is blood I close my eyes, everything is red I get attached by the feeling The future is pain I close my eyes and it starts again I closed my eyes, and the pictures came Spiral of distracting thoughts Cuts in vain Im standing on my toes Almost falling in this abyss of pills and pain It gets faster, I've lost control Need a dose to make it slow again I close my eyes and all I see is blood I close my eyes, everything is red I get attached by the feeling The future is pain I close my eyes and it starts again I closed my eyes, and the pictures came Memories of times long gone are driving me insane Rain outside Storm inside My forces drained With this pills I've lost my brain The pain comes With dark thoughts All spins around I think im going insane Now I'm laying on the floor I have no strength to get up again All my forces seems to be drained I can't stand on my feet anymore and Opium is flying throught my head once again Just to kill the pain It starts again Obsessive thoughts invade my head again Here comes the feeling again As thunder echoing it explodes in my brain I need the opium again I don’t know how to slow down, it seems to get faster It's just to kill the pain Appealing to drastic and painful measures in vain