Feel the rush in my veins, can't stop it Chemicals in my brain, so toxic Never thought I could change But there's just some things that I cannot explain All of friends that go away All of the things that I can't say All of the pressure I've been trying to erase It started in my heart now it's getting to my head All of my composure hanging by a thread Still I can't remember anything you said Feeling the chemicals Make a criminal instead Nothing good ever came from watching How could I feel the same if all this Panic doesn't go away And there's still so much that I wish I could explain It started in my heart now it's getting to my head All of my composure hanging by a thread Still I can't remember anything you said Feeling the chemicals Make a criminal Out of the old me Pushed until I bled Looking for a sign but I only see red Still I can't remember anything you said Feeling the chemicals Make a criminal instead