Wide Eyed and Full

Lately I can t tell my friends from my enemies
when it use to seem so clear
I tried rebellion once and look where it s gotten me
Banging apologies against your deaf ears
And she said, "sing me a sweet song tonight,
sing me a new song tonight" 
We used to lie side by side
and I would cover myself in you
We used to lie, but I'm no longer so wide-eyed and full
Lately, I can't tell where all this is taking me
I'm spilling over and spitting spiteful words
There was a time once when I understood my cruelty,
but now I'm not so sure.