Decay within the rotten trees As complex as my damned journey In shame I breathe, I-vomit-my- soul to forgive me Breath, I breath, What have I become, where have I been …(inside) I have begun my journey that is undone For I have become the one with the purity I tried to save thee, instead I pillage to condemn you Remorse, it pains me, for I have destroyed you Thorns grow from my skin, the nectar of pain I drown in my own puss For the promises I could no keep Breath, I breath What have I become Where have I been inside Denying the loss, the loss of evidence Proclamation of death And the guilt that follows