It only hurts if you stop So keep the bottle close Fix me up and shut me down with chemicals Close your eyes and breathe in Wake up all alone And wonder where you lost control Scared to go to sleep Hiding underneath There’s a Darker side of me I don’t wanna meet Hanging by a thread Trapped in my head I'm spiraling out until all the Poison fills my chest Helps me forget Cause I’ll never learn till I see red No, I’ll never learn till I see red No, I’ll never learn till I see red Until I see the damage There’s no damage done Need a reason for me not to self-destruct Who said it gets better? What if it never does? What kind of monster will I become? Scared to go to sleep Hiding underneath There’s a Darker side of me I don’t wanna meet Hanging by a thread Trapped in my head I'm spiraling out until all the Poison fills my chest Helps me forget Cause I’ll never learn till I see red No, I’ll never learn till I see red No, I’ll never learn till I see red Until I see my reflection looking back at me, I won’t Until my see my disposition change Until I'm barely Hanging by a thread Trapped in my head I'm spiraling out until all the Poison fills my chest Helps me forget Cause I’ll never learn till I see red No, I’ll never learn till I see red No, I’ll never learn till I see red