Lying on my bed Thoughts dancing in my mind The root of my evil I'm just trying to find What have I done For turning me into what I am? What the hell have I become? I don't understand No! No! No! No! No! No! No! No! I can’t deny How hard I have tried to get me by You never knew The hell I have gone through I can’t deny How hard I have tried to get me by You never knew The hell I have gone through Thoughts Changing how I used to be I became my worst enemy Like a parasite Draining my whole life I'm a host of my damned Thoughts Leading me straight to hell Is it too late to save myself? On my own Facing the unknown I'm alone Against my own thoughts I can’t deny How hard I have tried to get me by You never knew The hell I have gone through I can’t deny How hard I have tried to get me by You never knew The hell I have gone through Thoughts Changing how I used to be I became my worst enemy Like a parasite Draining my whole life I'm a host of my damned Thoughts Leading me straight to hell Is it too late to save myself? On my own Facing the unknown I'm alone Against my own thoughts Mind Projecting what lies ahead Sanity hanging by a thread Cold Lack of sensibility A false sense of urgency Fear What does the future hold? Concern has assumed control Time Feels like I'm paralyzed Sleepless nights, restless mind Hell Worms burrow through my brain I hear the beast calling out my name Free Finally living on my own I ain’t a stranger in my own home Life It's about balance inside Take the chances before they pass by Thoughts Drag me down to my deep unknown The root of my evil