I stopped taking my pills today I know you said that I should wait but I Think I've gone far too long without feeling Well that's a lie I've felt this pain all along Since I went away it's been so strong You don't know how much you mean to me baby When I'm lying in bed and I look at my life it's just Me my thoughts and nothing else I know in my heart of hearts I don't deserve it I don't deserve it I confide in few I lied to you You can see the truth I know you do That's beside the point I'm trying to make here You live and learn I live and burn I make mistakes and in return I get some kind of a pass You say I deserve it But when I'm lying in bed and I look at my life it's just Me my thoughts and nothing else I know in my heart of hearts I don't deserve it When I'm lying in bed and I look at my life it's just Me my thoughts and nothing else I know in my heart of hearts I don't deserve it I don't deserve it