tsurai toki wa kodoku wo eranja ikenai machigatte jibun wo kizutsukeru kara naze? wakatta you na furi shite nante omou deshou kedo watashi ga sou datta kara watashi heiki to waratte ayamaru koto ni mo narete matsu koto sae mo narete kimochi koroshite mawari mo sore ni narete kao-iro bakari ukagatteru hibi nado hitsuyou na no? iiwake shitatte ii yo sore wa iiwake ja naku riyuu datte koto wakaru kara kore ja dame da to sakende naki nagara sakende dakishimete to sakende koe karashite dare ni mo kizukaretaku nakute anata ni kachi ga aru koto watashi ga oshieru yo dakara watashi ga iru kara hanashi nandemo kiku kara usotsui tatte ii kara shinjiru kara nemuru made soba ni iru kara okite mo soba ni iru kara watashi ga iru kara soshite itsuka watashi wo wasurete datte sore ga tsurakatta hibi wo wasureta shouko ni naru no dakara