I think we had a breakthrough again Track the words I say with a pen Promise it won't happen again Tell me how you feel out of ten Like I'm diving downward spiraling And I just can't get a grip I'm losing sight of it Teeth clenched hands shake I don't feel safe here anymore I'm holding on to letting go This is a house but it's not my home You can take my memories I wish I could leave them when I go I'm holding on to letting go Of it all but I'm afraid it won't let go of me As I'm leaving feel it teething I can't breathe constricting It feels like my worlds ending It's growing consuming And slowly I'm removing you Point to where they hurt you the most I think you need another dose Now I'm drowning treading aimlessly And I just can't catch a breath I'm losing hope again Fill everything with hate Put your fingers in the wound It will all be over soon As your vision starts to fade Who will help you numb the pain I'm holding on to letting go This is a house but it's not my home You can take my memories I wish I could leave them when I go Losing you was my best find I finally made it through the night I saw the sky when I shut my eyes You're no longer on my mind I gave you so many chances You threw them all away I never needed you anyway I said all I had to say I'll be who I wanna be On my own I'm just trying to find a way To cut from your tragedy I'll be who I wanna be On my own Tell me how you're feeling today I'm sorry that you feel that way That's all the time we have for today Is there anything you want to say For a moment falling feels like flying Until you hit the ground