Hey, hi, how are you? Good, how are you? Good, goodbye, see ya Autopilot, wish I wasn’t like a violet So delicate, so quiet Hey, hi, how are you? Kinda wish I really knew But goodbye, see ya Autopilot, wish I didn’t have to smile it Tires me, it’s true Autopilot, autopilot, autopilot, autopilot Why is my default distance? Following instinctual social resistance? Why is my default ending conversation? As if it’s just another obligation? Nod and laugh, but not too much Don’t touch your hair, don’t put a comma there Don’t look, don’t look away Till I forget what normal feels like Be yourself, they say But what if me is not authentic As a person, what if hiding is my personality? Hey, hi, how are you? Good, how are you? Good, goodbye, see ya A million times, and it always ends the same Hey, hi, how are you? Kinda wish I really knew But goodbye, see ya A million times, and I guess both parties are to blame Kinda lame I’d claim Maybe we should feel some shame We’ve been trained to play a game I know I’d rather feed a flame But the motivation never came So put us in the hall of fame You might as well just frame our names 'Cause we’re the millionth pair to play the game Hey, hi, how are you? Good, how are you? Good, goodbye, see ya I know what to do To pass as normal Is that something that you think I do? Maybe none of this is true? I have studied people’s words and actions While I sit there still and quiet Still sometimes I don’t know how to Mimic what I see although I Try, I should try, not to try Maybe I just need to cry But my eyes, they are dry, my soul is fried I am blue, like the sky, so tell my Why are my eyes dry? Hey, hi, how are you? Good, how are you? Good, goodbye, see ya I don’t know what to say What combination of the letters And the symbols I have in my Pocket make the most sense to combine today? I don’t know what to do I have these strategies that I don’t Always know that I am using until I stop to think about it Then I wonder what am I avoiding It’s annoying fighting my own brain again Do I think that this is making my life easier Because I think I’ll think again It’s so much work to care this much and I don’t know how I can stop this Round and round I rethink every Message I receive and write about a hundred times Hey, hi, how are you? Good, how are you? Good, goodbye, see ya Autopilot, wish I wasn’t like a violet So delicate, so quiet Every so often I meet someone who is so Easy to talk to they make me think maybe I’ve Gotten a glimpse of what this being human ordeal Is supposed to look like Every so often the rules disappear I stop fearing the what if’s and For a small stretch I could swear that it all feels alright Hey, hi, how are you? Good, how are you? Good, goodbye, see ya Autopilot, wish I wasn’t like a violet So delicate, so quiet Hey, hi, how are you? Kinda wish I really knew But goodbye, see ya Autopilot, wish I didn’t have to smile it Tires me, it’s true Autopilot, autopilot, autopilot, autopilot