It kills me, it burns (I'm kicking up all the dirt) I wanted this first (Can't shake it but it hurts) (Waitin' up for the call you never click) (Brushing over the time I said I'd quit) It's echoing inside my mind I feel it creepin' up these streets Up over you and yellow lines Of heaven hell locked underneath If it's gonna be mine I want it If it's gonna be mine I want it If it's gonna be mine I want it If it's gonna be mine I want it It kills me, it burns (I'm kicking up all the dirt) I wanted this first (Can't shake it but it hurts) It builds me up it breaks me down until there's nothing left I wanted this first I wanted this I wanted this I wanted this I wanted this Waitin' up for the call you never click Coming over don't answer you so quick Staying hating the things you put me through I don't want you to go, I don't want you to It kills me, it burns (I'm kicking up all the dirt) I wanted this first (Can't shake it but it hurts) It builds me up it breaks me down until there's nothing left I wanted this first I wanted this It builds me up it breaks me down until there's nothing left I wanted this first I wanted this