Sanity

It took all night to fight the air/ and breathe 
It took all week in search of a glimpse of sanity 
It took all month to follow through 
It's been a year and here I
am again not knowing what to do 
I could never find peace
unless you reach down and touch me 

And I know my soul is touchable 
And only your love is what I'm needing 
I hung my head and tried to hide the shame 
I bought the lie that I
alone was not the one to blame 
But I can't hide it anymore and on
my own I know I'll find
myself back where I was before