i don't want to have to build this i don't want to have to fit in i don't want to have to need someone but i do.. i don't want to have to attrect boys i don't want to have to be luse i don't want to have to eat to fill the hole but i do.. but it's better than nothing at all but it's better than nothing at all i don't want to have to be angry at you i don't want to have to blame it on my father i don't want to have feel sick around you but i do.. i don't want to ever fall in love i don't want to feel so insecure i don't want to have to write this to explain still i do this feels better than nothing at all...