I lay on bed I can't hear anything But do I wanna know? The days come and go But I'm still here My stomach upset My feelings are dead Only God knew it I want to leave here I don't belong here I break all the mirrors When I look at you How could you turn to me And say you're not beautiful? Preparing potions and spells in the bathroom Do you know yourself? Went like a host Kept me with the age You didn't let me tell The truth to your mother You couldn't ruin your reputation To your family You knew you were wrong Threw me like food to the throng I really asked for mercy And now she hates me So you thought that I sleep With a knife under the bed? That I'd kill you when you Break me after an argument? But the pain of the truth I'm carrying through the beds I cry till I sleep And the sand in the clock Never seems to fall to me I cried enough until the pain Didn't make sense anymore Oh, I suffered enough to forget the war I think I talk to much Think I think too much And I don't want to open up again I left that house With tears in my eyes But I really miss Those fun and young times But one day they'll discover your lies And everything will come back To you, oh Then you'll hold a thousand cubes of ice You'll see yourself on my shoes And feel miserable So you thought that I sleep With a knife under the bed? That I'd kill you when you Break me after an argument? But the pain of the truth I'm carrying through the beds That I cry till I sleep And the sand in the clock Never seems to fall for me Yeah, yeah Oh So you thought that I sleep With a knife under the bed? That I'd kill you when you Break me after an argument? But the pain of the truth I'm carrying through the beds That I cry till I sleep And the sand in the clock Never seems to fall for me