You have been so timeless And I have been unseen I know you've been so tired Now you can rest in my dreams Now you know my depression when I talk in my sleep Somehow we lost our connection and I can't believe You couldn't hear me sing tributes to you How could someone live with this weight? But baby, if you were here, I wouldn't give a damn Why do we only value things when we lose them? Somehow you gather the whole family But you're not here this year for the Christmas Eve And we recall on May Where we wake and play All the stupid fun games that you could make with a piece of paper Wish I was eight again 'Cause I just can't remember anything we did when you moved far away May I see you again? Or may I go instead of you? May we start it again? 'Cause everything looks wrong when they once belonged to me I remember waking up The lights were purple when my mom called We bought the last bus tickets to your city Just to know we are late in the end of it all Mom said: She's listening Sister cried her: Girl, you have to be strong I'm paralyzed I couldn't believe you were leaving me And then said I love you for the last time And we recall on May Where we wake and play All the stupid fun games that you could make with a piece of paper Wish I was eight again 'Cause I just can't remember anything we did when you moved far away May I see you again? Or may I go instead of you? May we start it again? 'Cause everything looks wrong when they once belonged to me To me To me To me, yeah, yeah I love you