Hey to people out there Who put me in a hell Where I couldn't share Went through disgraces Walked through dark places Been through so many That I'm even tired of my explanation (They cut you in a million pieces like paper) And I just feel famous for Having these haters Wrote many letters What lasts forever? Now it won't matter, but If everything happens for a reason Why I can't find a reason? It wouldn’t last I have news From all issues I've got from my past The things I vowed That made me proud I tried to find I feel blind now I'm feeling sick Can't stop to think 'Bout the awful things That I've done If you could hear What's in my head You would ask yourself I've melted in the heat of you And I'm still trying to rebuild myself 'Cause I never looked Good enough as you And you know they always Rather you Oh no, here we go Drown again The river tears Stop the tree bleed My fallen leaves Scar on my knees I'll watch you leave, cause If everything happens for a reason Why I can't find a reason? It wouldn’t last I have news From all issues I've got from my past The things I vowed That made me proud I tried to find I feel blind now I'm feeling sick Can't stop to think 'Bout the awful things That I've done If you could hear What's in my head You would ask yourself My anxiety Gets me 'fore I sleep I can't even breath Lord, take me out here And tell me If everything happens for a reason Why I can't find a reason? It wouldn't last I have news From all issues I've got from my past (my past) The things I vowed That made me proud I tried to find (yeah, I tried to find) I feel blind now (I feel blind now) I'm feeling sick Can't stop to think 'Bout the awful things That I've done (that I've done, oh) If you could hear What's in my head (woah) You would ask yourself Why he's not dead? And: She's not dead? (and she's not dead) 'Cause I'm not dead Hmm, hmm Yeah, I have news