I use my notes to vent, cuz' I know you don't care Even if you do, don't wanna bother you, I swear And I know my parents would like you You're the only person I'd cry to I don't have voices in my head, but it still feels as if I do I'm telling myself to do the things I don't wanna do And the therapy I go to is just diagnosing me I'm not getting any help and that's my fault, my fault I use my notes to vent, cus' I know you don't care Even if you do, don't wanna bother you, I swear And I know my parents would like you You're the only person I'd cry to And I swear to God, I'm so sorry, I'm atheist I just don't know what the fuck to do I'm in my void and I don't know how to leave Leave, leave, leave