Why do I try to fit in? Deep down every time I try it doesn't work I suffer in silence because of it I never resort to lies, that's not my thing I tell myself: Don't let no one bring you down Sometimes I'm better off alone In a way I'm like a shadow And I'm something you don't have But you catch every now and then I used to love the way I loved you But lately you've been hurting me Thought I'd be the boy you'd choose to keep in your heart But I let myself go, and everyone knows I'm starting to think I'm not enough Now we're on separate worlds Now I'm in a world without color All without ground Kind of dull and mediocre I'm losing my control of access to your world And now I'm feeling blue again (blue, blue, blue again) Show me how I should be happy right now Turns out I'm all over the place Time means nothing when you're in a battle with yourself And how do you think I'm supposed to get over this? I used to love the way I loved you But lately you've been hurting me Thought I'd be the boy you'd choose to keep in your heart But I let myself go, and everyone knows I'm starting to think I'm not enough Now we're on separate worlds Now I'm in a world without color All without ground Kind of dull and mediocre I'm losing my control of your world And now I'm feeling blue again (blue, blue, blue again) I'm wasting my time trying to fool myself And now I'm feeling so blue