How many days have I spent thinking About how you treated me badly, badly, badly? I lived in the shadows of your hints Till all my twilight glow was gone, gone, gone And I couldn't get away from you More emotional than I used to be, so it is Your name on my lips, without words Living in my thoughts, not wanting to leave But then something happened, on an unforgettable night I'll forget you exist And I thought it would kill me, but it didn't And it felt so good So peaceful and so unholy I forget you exist It's ain't love, it's ain't hate, it's just indifference I forgot you Grabbed some popcorn As my reputation started to fall, fall, fall Laughed on the highway As I tripped and fell to the ground, ground, ground And I would have stayed there for you Would have fought the whole city, so it is Would have stood right there, in the front row Even if no one came to your show But you showed who you are, and so, on one unforgettable night I'll forget you exist And I thought it would kill me, but it didn't And it felt so good So peaceful and so unholy I forget you exist It's ain't love, it's ain't hate, it's just indifference I forgot you Sent me a text saying shit Taught me some hard lessons I just forget what they were Everything is just a blur I'll forget you exist And I thought it would kill me, but it didn't And it felt so good So peaceful and so unholy I forget you exist I forget, I forget, I forget It's ain't hate, it's just indifference It's ain't love, it's ain't hate, it's just indifference Oh, yeah