It was fun playing with fire Till I had a fire All over my body Surprised I'm not down again, I've turned the page This is my new story No more watching the world through my curtain Passing me by (passing me by) And I keep changing These feelings, honestly I'm not on the same schedule That I was, I was, I was, I was But if anyone says That I'll ever get out of this habit I'll say: No way I'm off the bullshit I hear everybody say That I'll never get out of the old ways I don't think I'll ever get sober a while I don't think I'll ever get sober a while (I don't think I'll ever get sober a while) Now I know what's good for my insides All that I need and require And I can't wait to jump in And take another swing And the best part about it Is that I'm the only one who can do something about it I filled the well with a little water, it's overflowing White turning to gold Who knew it would be so bright without the blindfold And I keep changing These feelings, honestly I'm not on the same schedule That I was, I was, I was, I was But if anyone says That I'll get out of this addiction I'll say: No way I'm off the bullshit I hear everybody sayin' That I'll get out of the old ways I don't think I'll ever get sober for a while I don't think I'll ever get sober for a while (I don't think I'll ever get sober for a while) Every scar The pains are healed one by one I'm not afraid to fall I'm on bright, I'm bright I'm passing the stars I'm not burning I'm not afraid to fall I'm not afraid anymore And I keep changing my feelings I'm not on the same schedule that I was, I was (And the best part about it) (Is that I'm the only one who can do something about it) (I filled the well with some water, it's overflowing) White turning to gold Who knew it would be so bright without the blindfold And I keep changing These feelings, honestly I'm not on the same schedule That I was, I was, I was, I was But if someone says That I'll get out of this habit I'll say: No way I'm off the bullshit I hear everybody say That I'll never get out of my old ways I don't think I'll ever get sober for a while