Open the curtains, I'm afraid Afraid of what is in m y head A living nightmare is what I’ve found deep in my soul When the light becomes undone And the future seems unclear The blood thirst rip out every thought How could I resist this ache? Must I do it over again? Am I this role, or this role is what I am? The acts just begun, the stage is my gallows pole All the crimes I’ve committed in front of my eyes How could I be ok with myself if I am broken inside? Deep in my heart, my crime is burning A theater passes by, and the director is my mind I'm my own audience attending, attending my soul Tonight, is a great night The next victim is watching the show How could I be ok with myself if I am broken inside? Deep in my heart, my crime is burning A theater passes by, and the director is my mind I'm my own audience attending, attending my soul How Could I be Attending my soul Fighting my fight That happens inside Actor or killer? Which face is mine? I'm a role of my own Each day I live like an puppeteer Pulling the strings of the consciousness I’ve picked I'm a pawn of my own In this theater within my soul