Yeah! Used to I used to feel like the world was against me I used to feel like no one understands me I used to write in the back of my class I heard them talking, but never attached Focusing in music but somehow I pass I tend to leave before anything less I hate a lot of things that I used to do I used to fight for no reason in school I'm feeling bad now that made fun of you, I'm sorry for that Blame in the trauma inside of my head Blame in the angry inside of my chest Too many words that I shouldn't haven't said I'm tired of lying so I'll tell the truth I'll manipulate you just to get through You called a home but it felt like a roof So I took on everyone I knew How many bottles I went through? All I know, all I know I'm not in control If you really knew the person that I am inside You might run away In the mirror I watch you brake I don't recognize a lot of shit I did back in the days Make fun of people is something that I used to do Blame my fathers for my problems is something that I used to do Judging all this bodys, the way they look is what I used to do Getting addicted to some medications is what I used to do Is what I used to do, is what I used to do The world we're living in is burning and they say we knew you Is what we used to do, is what we used to do All you're gonna do in different is that is for you to choose Always got lost in the loose, never got stuck in the rise So many people look up to me only because I'm speaking my mind I've been looking for something that felt like a void But I'm in a space that I cannot define All of that kids are wondering why You're looking for answers that I cannot provide One step or two and three, run away from the human that I used to be I'm in a new degree, but this is the truth that I refuse to see I'm standing alone in this mountain, coming up I'm just counting down, got a problem Just cutting down all of the friends that were not around All I know, all I know I'm not in control If you really knew the person that I am inside You might run away In the mirror I watch you brake I don't recognize a lot of shit I did back in the days Way too many thoughts for me to sleep at night It took a couple of years for me to come back out and see the light Writing hundreds of songs, most of them were tossed aside Take a peak inside my mind, I offer you a peace of mine The greatest gift that we've been given is the gift of time And if you growing in the past days then you should not allowed it In what you used to do, the person that you used to be I'm killing of the villain that I used to be and thats what is legit