They’d said you were awake But now that I'm here I'm surrounded by the end I'm forcing myself to fade I'm forcing myself to hide beneath the waves Maybe it’s hard to ignore this face I'm wearing Maybe hopelessness will cut my skin Myself is missing Spiralling down again I'm holding with me the thoughts that I’ve been in I'm here stuck in my dreams But we fancied to disappear while I'm asleep Now it’s hard to ignore this face I'm wearing Carried, moulded Myself is missing From the clouds we’ve been breathing Myself is missing From what you’ve been dreaming Pretending to be awake Resurface between the fade Carrying, holding