I believe in the spirits But I can't believe in grace I knows my heart is dirty I know my ways I believe in the father But I can't believe I'm saved I wake up with the devil I wake up in different graves Take a deep breathe Take a deep breathe Oh I fall short I fall short I fall Take a deep breathe Take a deep breathe Oh I fall short I fall short When I let go I came alive Let tell you what I saw on the other side Save my soul or let me die I'll tell you what I saw on the other side Where I went wrong I'll make it right I don't wanna believe but I'm seeing signs I had to die to see the light Let me tell you what I saw on the other side I'll tell ya I'll tell ya I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side I'll tell ya I'll tell ya I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side I believe in a heaven But I can't believe I'll see The inside or a savior Or the chance to say I'm happy I believe I'm in hell I can't believe I'm free To wake up from this nightmare If only the rope would stop my feet Take a deep breathe Take a deep breathe Oh I fall short I fall short I fall Take a deep breathe Take a deep breathe Oh I fall short I fall short When I let go I came alive Let tell you what I saw on the other side Save my soul or let me die I'll tell you what I saw on the other side Where I went wrong I'll make it right I don't wanna believe but I'm seeing signs I had to die to see the light Let me tell you what I saw on the other side I'll tell ya I'll tell ya I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side I'll tell ya I'll tell ya I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side Kill me kill me I'm begging you Looking for a way out Hoping any day now Kill me kill me I'm begging you Looking for a way out Hoping any day now Heal me heal me I'm begging you Looking for a way out Hoping any day now Heal me heal me I'm begging you Looking for a way out Hoping any day now When I let go I came alive Let tell you what I saw on the other side Save my soul or let me die I'll tell you what I saw on the other side Where I went wrong I'll make it right I don't wanna believe but I'm seeing signs I had to die to see the light Let me tell you what I saw on the other side I'll tell ya I'll tell ya I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side I'll tell ya I'll tell ya I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side