I’ve been writing you for a while now You’ve been talking me off the ledge 'bout how I’ve been Second guessing all that I know I’m Second guessing if I can call this home thinking I hate nobody like I’m hating on myself I do these things I’m hoping everybody bails I’m leaving letters just in case I lose myself Am I going to hell 'Cause I got nothing left I’ve been hoping that it could die out Wishful thinking that I won’t wreck this chance but I Keep on inching up to the ledge now Keep on stepping until the edge gives in 'cause I Haven’t seen you it’s been a while now Dodging questions so I don’t have to deal 'cause I Couldn’t tell you I only want out Couldn’t tell you I wanna quit 'cause I’m thinking