I’m still living in a knife fight Living like a bad guy Can’t stand what I look like I keep praying like a saint Believing it’ll change me But the voices won’t leave I see the tunnel full of light again I never reach it and it’s getting dim I feel the darkness try to pull me in It just won’t end it’s sinking in my skin I’m stuck in a war I️ am broken and torn Dividing my head and my heart Between the good and the evil God and the devil Demons and angels They’re tearing me apart I keep begging for these bad things Living out my dark dreams Don’t you try to save me I’m just looking for forgiveness Someone who can end this Can I get a witness It’s good for my flesh It ain’t good for my soul I want it to stop But I got no control