I need to find a way out Still stuck in my thoughts Bereft of freedom, I’m crying out There’s not other heart Death is the only way out I talk to my mind, friends It tells me: Get it over with! The end is in your hands Disappearing on the blade tip Or in the loop of a rope, hanged I still holds the tips That keep me alive No strength to keep me free Stuck inside my bleak eyes I try to stay awake Watching my light go out I want to see everything give way While they fall down Can I stay? Exposed blood, relief I'm out of control beyond sadness Nothing makes us believe That the world is happiness These are my eyes, still bleak I still holds the tips That keep me alive No strength to keep me free Stuck inside my bleak eyes