I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focused on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt For me to let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shame Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts That I just can't repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else But I am still right here What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt And I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way