Unfolds, so cold A chill of pain runs thru me Hell's been dragging away for far too long Will it ever let me go? This day, long way Can't hide the lines on my face Since whenever my heart has turned to stone On this earth I walk alone I wake up in a cold sweat to face the day, although I'm dreading for whatever shit is coming my way You might call me a loser but it's no joke Just try living all your life on the end of a rope Dreading the dawn, the break of morning comes I miss being a kid and thinking that life was all fun Halfway down the edge man c'mon take it away Thank motherfucking god I'm not here to stay CHORUS I see my days go by I've been living in fear for so long I can't remember why Wash all this pain from me It doesn't really matter if I live or I die I just gotta break free I feel…unreal Emptiness blurs my vision I just can't take all this suffering anymore I need to get away My fate too late It doesn't wash away with time Somehow I'll take in all that comes my way And hope that soon I die I can't feel nothing no man I wish I was dead And all your so-called expectations fucking bleed thru my head I'm rotting inside don't feel no joy anymore Every fucking passing moment I'm scared of what's in store And when you feel strong enough for suicide You know the thoughts of the ones you love keeps you alive You're heart will beat no matter how much you try you won't die CHORUS