Escaping the world, a lapse in my consciousness Too much time I've spent drifting away to a foreign place Blame every memory for my misery You meant what you said but it fell on deaf ears Cause I kept you closer than my greatest fears Now you got me with my back against the wall I see the seasons never change The fever in the back and forth when you beg me to stay This changes everything So, close your eyes now and see yourself In another life where all is well With or without me if it's what you need I'll become the message you forgot to leave I'm losing myself again in the aftermath Between the static and ash A vision on repeat, another fever dream If only my existence didn't feel like a disease (Like a disease) Now you got me with my back against the wall This changes everything So, close your eyes now and see yourself In another life where all is well With or without me if it's what you need I'll become the message you forgot to leave If misery loves company then I'm right here waiting What will be will be, I'll never see a life worth saving Point of division, this line in the sand And I'm watching you sink as it slips through my hands If misery loves company then I'm right here waiting What will be will be, I'll never see a life worth saving So, close your eyes now and see yourself In another life where all is well With or without me if it's what you need I'll become the message you forgot to leave If misery loves company then I'm right here waiting What will be will be, I'll never see a life worth saving