Everytime that I wake up I just wanna sleep I feel like I've had enough I just wanna leave Everytime I stand up I cant fucking breathe Life is tough and our arguments goes on repeat I wish we had at least a day without fighting Wish I could go a whole day without crying When I say I'm feeling fine u know I'm lying Everything sucks but I am trying Babe I know its tough right now But we're worth fighting for I know ur the one for me And I'm the one for u Just trust me and let it go You don't have to worry anymore Everytime I'm waking up I always start to weep I cant really say what But somethings hurting deep Finding ways to fuck me up Turned me to a fiend I don't mean to be so cold But I always freeze I don't mean to always bring shit up And I don't mean to always fuck us up I don't mean to lay my pain on you That is why I run away from you Girl I know that u were meant for me And like ur saying I was meant for u But on the inside is where shit gets real And all my darkness fucking eats u too Suicidal thoughts always going on repeat Excessive dark feelings from my fucking bpd I always hurt myself bad releasing endorphins Overwhelming overthinking fuck I feel so weak