I wish I was someone you could love But your memories bring pain, only pain all around me Reflections of sadness, I see in your eyes I gave my all, but I couldn't reach you inside I've come too far, knowing everything you've been through I risked my heart, but you never could Now I'm the one left shattered, scars deep in my soul A car out of control, but I'm driving too slow It's like driving a car, no brakes, no direction A cliff ahead, I'm stuck in obsession This feeling is suffocating, a never-ending dream Waking up is not an option, just another wound to heal Is it too late to turn back? Oh God, I try But nothing feels right, just torment in disguise Always the villain, at least in my mind A cruel little game where love is left behind I lie to no one but myself, it's my shelter A fleeting escape, but I can't change what's melted away The past remains the same, and I just want to move on But it's a broken record, playing the wrong song It's like holding a grenade, but it never explodes Only the weight of silence, the loneliness grows Endless suffering, can someone tell me why? In this game of life, I'm the only one left behind A broken heart, wandering in pieces Trying to find a way, a way to believe But every step is a risk, every dream disappears Life is a maze, and I'm losing my way It's like driving a car, no brakes, no direction A cliff ahead, I'm stuck in obsession This feeling is suffocating, a never-ending dream Waking up is not an option, just another wound to heal In this game of life, of losing and winning I'm always the first one to get the beating Can someone tell me what this shit must feel like? A broken heart, and the pain won't let me go