I refuse to believe this is what’s left for me If this is real is this the fucking reckoning Calcify my bones or whatever is left of me We die to feel alive My eyes slowly closing but I am spinning on the inside We wanna survive by never feeling our pain Refuse to acknowledge reality and push it away Does anyone have the strength to look inside our head The only issue is everyone wishes they were dead The only issue is everyone wishes they were dead What a fucking shame But I just gotta know How long does it burn Is there any chance I could make it out of here How long will it hurt I refuse to believe this is what’s happening Over and over again This is the time that I am searching for truth Since you jumped in front of my bullet I’ve hid away from the news And I loved you till death even tho some won’t agree So I buried you in the back so you’re closer to me I am the one you buried deep down inside There is nowhere to run and there is nowhere to hide Take a look in the mirror To see what you have become (see what you have become) It’s a downward spiral No chance of denial You'll never escape From what you have done Struggle to feel alive If this is real is this the fucking reckoning Calcify my bones or whatever is left of me We die to feel alive My eyes slowly closing but I am spinning on the inside Spinning on the inside As what is left of me Bludgeoned by clarity My eyes are burning red I can’t believe that you’re dead I can’t believe you’re dead Dead