My heart try to protect them from all around me. Trying not to get close to anyone. Believing that he is not gonna fall. But even so it seems that I am creating my own pain I escape when I felt the love. I'm lying to myself. And falling in my own mind that makes me feel so alone. But I'm afraid to get close and be worse the pain I'm feeling. I'm running what I'm feeling. Listening to reason. Not listening to my heart.