My brain begged my mouth to say I don't wanna lose you Maybe if I said it sooner This would not have been an issue But it's hard so hard Watching friendships fall apart Knowing if it's not the distance Then at least it's how it starts My lungs implored my hands To put down the pack of true blues I try casting smokescreen But my excuses are see-through I don't want to make things hard I'm just spineless and I'm confused Sending signals in the dark And acting shocked they don't get seen too I've been smoking Cigarettes To spend time with your Silhouette Cause I'm nervous I'll forget What you looked like if I quit You used to talk about What our lives would look like on TV I thought my role would be boring But you always disagreed What a shame they wrote you off When you were only thirty-three Really think you would have shined With some more time on our screen I've been smoking Cigarettes To spend time with your Silhouette Cause I'm nervous I'll forget What you looked like if I quit