I cried, I wept I lost my mind I held my tongue Till the closing time And who's to blame for all this mess? Well, it's only me For the worst I'm blessed But I don't have time to change, my love And all my thoughts of what this could have been Will rain down from above And I don't have strength to fight, my dear That I've wasted all my glory days That's all I have to fear I cried, I wept I lost my mind I held my tongue Till the closing time And who's to blame for all this mess? Well, it's only me For the worst I'm blessed I swore to God I would not yield I broke my back in the open field But when they came, they came for blood I offered my neck like a good boy should I don't have words to use, my friend When the ghosts of all this ever was Well, they're waiting in the end And I don't want stories told in time Saying that we stood upon the brink of this But we failed to cross the line I cried, I wept I lost my mind I held my tongue Till the closing time And who's to blame for all this mess? Well, it's only me For the worst I'm blessed