If it's ok, I leave the bedlight on And place your water glass where it belongs And if it's alright I lie awake at night Pretending i am curled up at your side See i'm circling in these patterns Living out of memories Im still along way from accepting it But there's just no you and me But if i still believe you love me Maybe i'll survive So i tell myself you're coming home Like you've done a million times And if its alright I still be loving you Cuz i can't break it to my heart Is it just me Did i commit a crime I wouldn't believe that loving you is just a waste of time Was it in my head Reading into things you never said Cuz i still don't have the answers To why we couldn't work it out Want to think it's something that i did So i can turn it back around But if i still believe you love me Maybe i'll survive So i tell myself you're coming home Like you've done a million times And if its alright I still be loving you Cuz i can't break it to my heart I wanna convince myself were perfect in every single way As long as i can keep the truth away from my heart Cuz i can't break it to my heart Cuz i still don't have the answers To why we couldn't work it out Want to think it's something that i did So i can turn it back around But if i still believe you love me Maybe i'll survive So i tell myself you're coming home Like you've done a million times And if its alright I still be loving you And if its alright I still be loving you Cuz i can't break it to my heart