Rap: She dissed me When she walked out the door She kissed me Luis Luggage on the floor GaisinG plus The room was misty I felt the slight urge Telling me to wisen up I can't provise her She dead in the right The Don's a jiver I lost The most powerful piece My queen Broke her heart in 66 ways For some bitches and schemes The only thing She left was a rose And left the rolls In front of the building Now how the fuck My pain got exposed We done come to a point Where it can't be Denied no more I don't even understand What we're still in this for I didn't mind the sacrifice To keep our love alive But something died so long ago just can't be revived There comes a time You've got to face the situation And make a choice in life We're caught up In a state of hesitation And that just won't suffice Don't get me wrong I done thought this through The way you hold me Used to console me Now all I feel is The emptiness in you Chorus: What do I believe in Heaven or hell I don't believe in heaven Cause I'm living in hell And that's my life with you You sang My praises everyday You used to tell me How you needed me I know how proud You were that day I brought home my degree But you had dreams And all I wanted Was for you see them through And through it all I forgot That I once had dreams too I should have had the sense To pay attention Cause something told me to The road to hell is paved With good intentions And Lord knows it's true The years that I gave Where they all in vain Used to adore me Now you ignore me How could I know We would end up this way (Chorus) What hurts me most deep inside Now that I'm letting go You seem surprised I watched your back For so many years now You used to act Like you were holding Your career down It's not the dreams I kissed good-bye It's that we used to be a team And now we live this lie What's past is past Now listen well I'm leaving your ass Cause I'm living in hell