I go out at night to the back of the garden There’s something ’bout my eyes when I see ’em I cry But if I'm gonna cry then I’ll do it in private I promise I’ll be fine by the end of the night Sometimes I go quiet, but I'm just tired And I don’t wanna talk too much Other times I'm frightened of life ‘Cause it’s just not what I thought it was I only feel better when I'm crying in the middle of night When there’s no around me and my heart is broken Crying in the middle of night When there’s no one to hold me, but I can reopen Crying in the middle of night When I am wide awake and I should give myself a break Well, I'm trying, trying, trying To be better by the end of night I go out at night so that no one can hear me Something ’bout the silence puts me at ease For a second in time I can see clearly For a second in time I can just breathe So if I go quiet, I'm just tired And I don’t wanna talk too much Other times I'm frightened of life ‘Cause it’s just not what I thought it was I don’t know why But I only feel better when I'm crying in the middle of night When there’s no around me and my heart is broken Crying in the middle of night When there’s no one to hold me, but I can reopen Crying in the middle of night When I am wide awake and I should give myself a break Well, I'm trying, trying, trying To be better by the end of night