I wake up every morning in the same way Scared of being born, if I'm ok If they ask, I'm doing fine things 'Cause I fall apart for mind game And I'll break every promise To sound like I'm honest And maybe that isn't okay I have friends for a second It's a lonely profession And maybe it's better that way I know that it's selfish, I can't help it I just need to have something to save 'Cause I'll benefit from my pain Only ever been at mind games