Sweet relief like concrete It lives under my dreams Has more to lose than me I can never see it any closer, temple full of vultures Circling my brain like I left it to the worms Scary vicious unrelenting birds, twisting up my words I carefully scan my eyes For something that I might've missed the prior thousand times And God, I'm so afraid of what I'll find So I guess I've made my bed And I can't lie to myself anymore I've put myself through hell I hear the bells My hair is growing thin, my eyes are sunken in And every morning shows how bad a keeper I have been Buzz-buzz-buzz-buzz Hyperactive hornets in my lungs-lungs-lungs-lungs Sick of nothing feeling like enough-nough-nough, I'm so stuck-stuck-stuck And my body is inhabited by bugs-bugs-bugs Shut up-up-up-up Nothing ever matters till it does-does-does-does Think I'll start a fire just for fun, the Sun is loaded like a gun And shooting venom right into my blood-blood-blood-blood-blood I look too far ahead Glitter in my irises from staring at the Moon It always calls to me, but I can't seem to say Anything the wind won't carry away I can barely see you Standing right in view of Vivid apparitions who project themselves Onto picture perfect cells I can barely see you Standing right in view of Vivid apparitions who project themselves Onto picture perfect cells Buzz-buzz-buzz-buzz Hyperactive hornets in my lungs-lungs-lungs-lungs Sick of nothing feeling like enough-nough-nough, I'm so stuck-stuck-stuck And my body is inhabited by bugs-bugs-bugs Shut up-up-up-up Nothing ever matters till it does-does-does-does Think I'll start a fire just for fun, the Sun is loaded like a gun And shooting venom right into my blood-blood-blood-blood-blood I can barely see you Standing right in view of Vivid apparitions who project themselves Onto picture perfect cells I can barely see you Standing right in view of Vivid apparitions who project themselves Onto picture perfect cells I can barely see you Standing right in view of Vivid apparitions who project themselves Onto picture perfect cells I can barely see you (sweet relief) Standing right in view of (like concrete) Vivid apparitions who project themselves (it lives under my dreams) Onto picture perfect cells (has more to lose than me) Become the catalyst Feel the chaos consume me until I consume it and take command Command chance Command truth Command fear Command risk