It's been a long time since we last spoke I still wonder what you're up to After all the shit we've been through And I spend a lot of time drinking and smoking Hoping to subdue the thought of you in my head So if you're out there somewhere And if you still even care Possibly still questionin': What is he doin? I've been trying to find a way to numb all this pain Since you've been away I don't want to feel anymore And there's provably people telling you that I'm doing fine Just taking my time Although it appears I'm strong, it still hurts There's been a lot of nights when I feel alone Needed someone to talk to cause I just need to get through And I spend a lot of money on things I don't need Hoping that I'll feel new but can't get you out of my head So if you're out there somewhere And if you still even care Possibly still questionin': What is he doin? I've been tryna find a way to numb all this pain Since you've been away I don't want to feel anymore And there's probably people telling you That I'm doing fine just taking my time Although it appears that I'm strong I've been tryna find a way to numb all this pain (girl, I've been trying to find a way) Since you've been away (a way that I can numb this pain) I don't want to feel anymore (I don't wanna feel) And there's probably people telling you (I'm just trying to get you out of my head) That I'm doing fine just taking my time Although it appears that I'm strong it still hurts