I was used You always needed something to abuse When it couldn't be you Told me to see it through but I saw black and blue Now you're fixed You've got everything that you wished And I guess that was it You got what you needed and left me ghosted New hair, different job, moved apartments Thanks to me New girl but she loves the benefits of my misery And I know you can't see all I've done for you But I bet she will And I was there with you back a year or two When we were going downhill And who picked you up? Who was your rescue before you were roadkill? But I know whatever becomes of you, is thanks to me still I was used You sucked me dry and called me your muse Fucked perception of paying my dues I learned from you to never refuse Cut me loose, said goodbye with no gratitude Know my name comes up in the room When they play Remi Wolf or see that tattoo Same problems, different week, same bar but different drink I see you, your company You look great, thanks to me And I know you can't see all I've done for you But I bet she will And I was there with you back a year or two When we were going downhill And who picked you up? Who was your rescue before you were roadkill? But I know whatever becomes of you, is thanks to me still You got everything that you wanted You got everything that you wanted from me, didn't you? God, you make it so difficult Don't you know that I did it all for you? I'm confused, still don't know if I was loved by you Did I welcome the abuse? Is it thanks to me? Is it thanks to you?