There came a time when I knew It wasn't your dream The things we said weren't so important And you drifted away Coming back for a moment to remind me The fact that a day was a long time And my hormones became unsteady And you spent your time with your friends Don't you have anything for me I heard you say But the combination of you not caring And my inability to comprehend Shot you out in the distant galaxy And I don't know how to act So I take these basic things And I think about them But everyone knows I'm unstable Since you went away I'm not thinking much these days In long established ways It doesn't matter what I think I don't care about it I don't want to think I want to know Make me a slow moving creature without complexities I don't want my mind to go To a thousand places Some day I hope to leave this room again And find you in that woman again