I took my armor off for the first time With you, I felt safe Knew you were an archer, thought we fought the same side My fatal mistake Back in the forum, they lost their decorum I was looking for you Then came the Rapture, 'cause you held the dagger After all we've been through And I wish I could move forward with grace But all my pride is keeping me in place Do you think Caesar misses Brutus, somewhere down in Hell? Do you think Jesus thinks of Judas, but still can't wish him well? All these grudges just leak poison, and we're the ones it kills What weird hills we die on Cuts were starting to fester, I wrote you a letter Said the past is the past Tried to bury the hatchet, I don't know what happened You didn't write back And I hate these days, I oscillate like a fan Between never forgiving and being someone who can, oh no What the fuck happened to the plan? (What the fuck, what the fuck) 'Cause I'm still at the site of the treason A statue of myself, she's still bleeding Do you think Caesar misses Brutus, somewhere down in Hell? (Somewhere down in Hell) Do you think Jesus thinks of Judas, but still can't wish him well? (Still can't wish him well) All these grudges just leak poison, and we're the ones it kills What weird hills we die on And the worst part of this isn't The heartbreak, the parts that you twisted It's that the you I knew would've fixed this (But you didn't, but you didn't) Now I'm stuck with tunnel vision Guess it's just the human condition I'll die loving you from a distance (I'll be wishing it was different) Do you think Caesar felt more wounded in the back or in the heart? Will we leave it all in ruins? Are you ever gonna call? 'Cause I'm putting you in music, so I can feel you still What weird hills we die on