I've got a feeling that I gonna be depressed For the next couple weeks I won't be getting out of bed Or doing anything important Or anything worth wile If my mother calls I'll open a window and I'll smile and I'll say I'm doing fine, and I'll crawl right back to bed Where I'll ruminate on past experiences in my head And I'll think about my life How I really missed the mark How I'll never break the cycle 'Cause I like being in the dark I'll leave my tab unpaid, goodbyes unsaid I'm letting off steam, he's losing his head Sold my car, put all on red Stay up all night, I'll sleep when I'm dead I had a chance at life and drank that chance away I had a future that was promising, but chose a life of pain I'll suffer endlessly until the day I die with no relief Push my family away so when I'm gone no one will grieve And they'll say: Hes in a better place, knowing damn well I'm in hell For all the sins that I committed, for the things I did not tell For all the lies that I have told and the things that I have stole For the hearts that I left broken when I jumped into that hole I'll leave my tab unpaid, goodbyes unsaid I'm letting off steam, he's losing his head Sold my car, put all on red Stay up all night, I'll sleep when I'm dead I'll leave my tab unpaid, goodbyes unsaid I'm letting off steam, he's losing his head Sold my car, put all on red Stay up all night, I'll sleep when I'm dead I'll sleep when I'm dead