I’m not gonna choose to feel heavy in my chest just to feel it I’ll embrace the fear when I have to, when it’s dark, when I need it Why is it so hard to compromise Love is something that I can’t promise I’m not gonna choose to feel rain when it’s wet just to feel it It’s not something that I wanted But it’s harder to mask my honesty What’s leaving me is leading me towards a love I never knew It’s not something that I promised But I watered the past of a devils dream What’s helping me is healing me from a love I never knew I was dead, dead Dead, dead Dead to you I was, da, da Da, da I was dead, dead Dead, dead Dead to you I was dead, dead Dead, dead Dead to you Dead to you I’m not gonna lie and say I’m feather light when I’m shaking It’s okay to shed some tears when my hearts aching Why is it so hard to realise Love is something that comes with time I’m not gonna lose a day to be your entertainment It’s not something that I wanted But it’s harder to mask my honesty What’s leaving me is leading me towards a love I never knew It’s not something that I promised But I watered the past of a devils dream What’s helping me is healing me from a love I never knew I was dead, dead Dead, dead Dead to you I was, da, da Da, da I was dead, dead Dead, dead Dead to you I was dead, dead Dead, dead Dead to you Dead to you It’s not something that I wanted But it’s harder to mask my honesty What’s leaving me is leading me towards a love I never knew